Oh gosh, this update page is really scary.
The most important person in my life turned another page in her current chapter and I was part of it and I took her to Disneyland and we sat on the back of the Jeep and smoked before we went on too many rides and when she got sick I held back her hair and she swore to God she was going to throw up on me but then she told me she loved me and I bought her a corndog and one of those super huge things of pink cotton candy and she stuck it all over my face with her sticky kisses but I didn't mind because I am in love, oh so fucking stupidly in love and I asked her to marry me again when we were at the top of the rollercoaster and all she did was scream on the way down but I like to think that it was becaus of me not because we were dropping several hundred feet. And I love you and you have turned a year older which means it's been another year of you in my life and I never ever want to let you go I hope you won't let me go too.