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Everyone seems to be having some very tumultuous times and I want to tell you that you're all in my thoughts. Life is so weird in how it changes and does complete 180s from one moment to the next. Everything is so intense in the moment but when you look back, it's always so trivial. I'd like to know my life purpose. I'd like to know that their is one. I am not a religious man and I am not going to pretend to know all there is to know and stand concrete in my beliefs, but I like to think that there is a reason for everything and that there is such a thing as fate. Otherwise, I don't see how I could end up dealt the hand I was. I haven't done anything all that impressive and good with my life to deserve Marieh, but nonetheless every morning I wake up she's still there. It blows my mind sometimes. I'm not sure who's responsible but sometimes I like to give a little bit of thanks for it. I know it's not just me. Well, alright, I don't know, but I like to think that there is something out there bigger than us designating our life plans. If not, what's the point in living? What IS the point in living? I don't know.
I'd like to say I'm stoned and that's why I'm thinking about all this stuff, but the truth is I haven't smoked all day and I feel pretty good about that.
Don't worry though, we'll throw down soon and I'll outsmoke all of you like the true champ I am.
Give me a call. I'd like to hear from all of you and know how your lives are going. And that's genuine. I see some of you are doing better and I applaud your efforts to not wallow in self-pity. Coast on the up while you can, because another down will come in time. That's life and all that I know for sure about it.
I'd like to say I'm stoned and that's why I'm thinking about all this stuff, but the truth is I haven't smoked all day and I feel pretty good about that.
Don't worry though, we'll throw down soon and I'll outsmoke all of you like the true champ I am.
Give me a call. I'd like to hear from all of you and know how your lives are going. And that's genuine. I see some of you are doing better and I applaud your efforts to not wallow in self-pity. Coast on the up while you can, because another down will come in time. That's life and all that I know for sure about it.