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fucking up a test and not being too upset about that. here's to that. well what am i going to do. i stayed up ALL night studying for it. it was the only studying i did for it. maybe some sleep would have been good, some earlier studying probably would have been. i was busy running around the three essays i wrote last week, all handed in late. english, one percent off, history, two, and philosophy - ten, ouch.
what can i do now?
start the political science paper that was due monday.
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i'm less reliant on school work than i used to be. cos honestly, i'm not that peeved. i'm very much about the what can i do now, recently. work in advance next time...
it's not like i'm failing either. and exams are worth so much that there's still hope for one last fight.
my new reliance on msn, i’m not sure if it’s worse or better than caring about things i don’t care about. well, i care about school sometimes. especially if i look at it in the right way. it's all a blur. at least msn is people. anyway, everyone seems to use it here a lot more than they did at home.
i had "murder on the dancefloor" by sophie bextor stuck in my head throughout my economics test that i botched. i remember feeling how my head was spinning and i just wanted to relax and hum the song to myself. it's like a disco song. i didn't think much of it when alan first introduced me to it, but now i think it's great. if you like the song, you should download the video because it's funny.
for some reason my philosophy paper is still open on my computer and i keep clicking on it by accident. it keeps popping up in front of me, and as soon as i start reading "We experience that a sensation of heat always accompanies a flame, for example, but we can never be justified in believing that a necessary connection exists between these two things" i realize what i'm reading, freak out, and click on a different program.
what can i do now?
start the political science paper that was due monday.
is there something wrong with this picture?
i'm less reliant on school work than i used to be. cos honestly, i'm not that peeved. i'm very much about the what can i do now, recently. work in advance next time...
it's not like i'm failing either. and exams are worth so much that there's still hope for one last fight.
my new reliance on msn, i’m not sure if it’s worse or better than caring about things i don’t care about. well, i care about school sometimes. especially if i look at it in the right way. it's all a blur. at least msn is people. anyway, everyone seems to use it here a lot more than they did at home.
i had "murder on the dancefloor" by sophie bextor stuck in my head throughout my economics test that i botched. i remember feeling how my head was spinning and i just wanted to relax and hum the song to myself. it's like a disco song. i didn't think much of it when alan first introduced me to it, but now i think it's great. if you like the song, you should download the video because it's funny.
for some reason my philosophy paper is still open on my computer and i keep clicking on it by accident. it keeps popping up in front of me, and as soon as i start reading "We experience that a sensation of heat always accompanies a flame, for example, but we can never be justified in believing that a necessary connection exists between these two things" i realize what i'm reading, freak out, and click on a different program.