I am FUCKING TIRED!!!
Ok... shortly after i posted last night i went out in the hallway to have a smoke.. Daves asthma was acting up so i wasnt gonna smoke in the house right? So i go out there and minding my own business hearing kaylie screaming at the baby... I HATE YOU!! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!! that was all i heard for about 5 minutes... i figured she was tired and pretty much well let it go... About 45 minutes later i hear her flipping out on the baby again. So i hear alan go out for a smoke and i offer to take the baby for the night... So I end up taking dominic.... alan pretty much well tags along.. Turnes out when when she was yelling at the baby to shut up she was covering it's face not letting it breathe. This TERRIFIES me. There is nothing i can really do that wont turn around and backfire on me. I mean he was screaming his lungs out over there... he comes over here and he is perfect... He slept the whole time and yes this girl is nearly sufficating this baby. I am terrified for that little boy who cant even control his arms cant defend himself...*sigh* I never felt so helpless in my life...it is killing me inside.
Anyways, alan and dominic passed out on my floor with dave in the other room and issy in her's I stayed up until 10:30 and i couldnt take being up anymore.. Dominic was being an angel and didnt give me one ounce of trouble... but still... i had been up for 24 hours and i was tired.. so i woke dave up and asked him to watch issy and dominic... just to have them both wake up a half an hour later.. Oh well... the baby was fine so all is good.. i think... None the less..yeah so i went to bed at 10:30 and slept till about 5 and i could pass out again...
Anyways, alan and dominic passed out on my floor with dave in the other room and issy in her's I stayed up until 10:30 and i couldnt take being up anymore.. Dominic was being an angel and didnt give me one ounce of trouble... but still... i had been up for 24 hours and i was tired.. so i woke dave up and asked him to watch issy and dominic... just to have them both wake up a half an hour later.. Oh well... the baby was fine so all is good.. i think... None the less..yeah so i went to bed at 10:30 and slept till about 5 and i could pass out again...