yo estoy enojada
I am really stressed out. So i am going to whine in here...you dont have to read it. so i warned you, and i dont expect any complaints in my comment box about this..me entiendes? alrighty then.
heres the run down...
RIC sucks
therefore...school is way too tough for me to handle..im not made for it. Spanish is so unbearable..mostly because the teacher..cant teach..and im not even lying. i hate it . business class..is also very unbearable..huge business plan in 2 weeks..NOOO WAAAYY..i wanted to do a slide show and a video..but i dont think im going to have time to do that anymore..its not fair..the people who are last dont have to present til may 2. pisses me off.
back to spanish --> i want to go to Mexico really bad this summer for the program they have there. But im way too afraid to go alone(cuz i have serious issues of lonliness that needs to be fixed) i wont be able to deal with a month of no eddy. And I dont think hes going to be able to come with me.
Im sick of my stupid issues of Lyme Disease and lonliness getting in the way of my life. Im not going to be able to get anywhere if this things keep popping up in the way. It's getting serious now..I dont know what to do. I dont have time to do everything i need to anymore..either because i get so lonely i get upset and cant concentrate on the things that are important..or I get too sick and tired by the end of the day to concentrate.
i need some advice..some guidance..some help. Harry Potter isnt enough to take me away anymore. there needs to be a change..and it has to begin soon.
any nice suggestions I'll take 'em..any jerky ones..please...i don't need it right now..
thanks to those who suffered through and listened....
im out
love,
whats left of Stephanie
heres the run down...
RIC sucks
therefore...school is way too tough for me to handle..im not made for it. Spanish is so unbearable..mostly because the teacher..cant teach..and im not even lying. i hate it . business class..is also very unbearable..huge business plan in 2 weeks..NOOO WAAAYY..i wanted to do a slide show and a video..but i dont think im going to have time to do that anymore..its not fair..the people who are last dont have to present til may 2. pisses me off.
back to spanish --> i want to go to Mexico really bad this summer for the program they have there. But im way too afraid to go alone(cuz i have serious issues of lonliness that needs to be fixed) i wont be able to deal with a month of no eddy. And I dont think hes going to be able to come with me.
Im sick of my stupid issues of Lyme Disease and lonliness getting in the way of my life. Im not going to be able to get anywhere if this things keep popping up in the way. It's getting serious now..I dont know what to do. I dont have time to do everything i need to anymore..either because i get so lonely i get upset and cant concentrate on the things that are important..or I get too sick and tired by the end of the day to concentrate.
i need some advice..some guidance..some help. Harry Potter isnt enough to take me away anymore. there needs to be a change..and it has to begin soon.
any nice suggestions I'll take 'em..any jerky ones..please...i don't need it right now..
thanks to those who suffered through and listened....
im out
love,
whats left of Stephanie