thinkin about the time i wish i could forget

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well tonight has been a really hard night for me. i was with caitlin and i was watchin tv, some show was on and all of sudden it said something about a kid dieing young wich made me forget about something that happened that still haunts me until this day. well i havent really told anyone this and i dont know where to start but i feel like i really need to get it off my chest. when i was like 9 years old me and a few friends were playin baseball outside and my friend matt was playing catcher and i was up to bat when the ball was thrown i swung and matt was standing to close to me and the bat hit him right in the temple on his head. it knocked him unconcious and we told his mom and he was takin to the hospital. three long days later we got a call from one of his relatives wich informed us he had died of severe head trauma.
eversince, there has been some nights where i cant just fall asleep and i lie awake at night just thinkin about what i took away from matt and his family and what he coulda been and it tears me up inside, i really just dont know what to do. but i prolly will feel a lot better about it now that i have put it out in the open.so that is the story i am plannin on publishing for my summer school project what do u guys think