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Tim is back from Afg. and it is so so great!
I love him more then i can say and i wish we could spend every day together, like i did for the past month.
But he is gone, back to NC. Im not sure when i will get to see him next. At least now i can talk and see him on Skype and call him whenever i want.
Besides that I feel different when I am around him then when I am alone or with friends. There are things that people dont like me doing but I like doing. There are jokes that I think are funny but he doesnt. He doesnt like theater, ice skating, going to see chirstmas lights, going to see an ice land, laying out on a hamock looking at stars or play frisbee in the park. I wish he would do things like that with me. Im not going to lie he does a lot for me! Even things he doesnt like. When he doesnt get something he wants he always puts it in my face "We got to do what you wanted" He just doesnt like to do many things and I like to do everything. It makes me wonder what kind of life our kids will have. I want to give them a childhood like mine. I loved my childhood! I love dancing, I love my friends, I love the traditions...
IT SUCKS GROWING UP!
Haha
Anyways things are all like that. Tim really knows how to make me smile! And the sex is great! (I went 8 months without it I have to brag)
Now that he came to Orlando and got to see what college life was like he know wants to go to college after his contract it over. Which of course makes me very happy because he wants to come to Orlando, FL. Oh which I THINK HE IS PURPOSING soon! We probably wont get married till spring 2010 but i will be engaged!
I need to start writing in this more, it feels really good to just ramble.
Goodnight!