Jul 12, 2008 20:09
So in about 6 hours I go on holiday... by myself, and I'm half excited, half absolutely shitting myself. It's not the part about actually being in the resort by myself, it's being in Palma airport, which is proper huge, and what if I get lost, and what if my bag doesn't turn up, or the bus goes without me. I always worry about the small things. Once I'm actually there, sat down, in my room I'll be absolutely fine! Until it's time to come back again, obviously.
I'm really not very organised, I'm currently watching the hills, with a glass of wine, my packings sort of half done, I still need to get a shower, etc. I think the bag I got for my hand luggage may be a tad oversized, so I might have to take a different one instead. I could do with a nap too.
I just can't wait to go away at all. I'm really looking forward to an amazing 4 nights doing nothing by myself with just books, and my ipod! Eeeeeeep.
xx
I’m in to myself
On uncertain terms
I put gin in my milk
To kill all the germs
As I pray for the day
That life will return
And I pray for myself
But I never learn
No I never learn
See I really like you
But I’m nothing like you
I try oh so hard
But don’t get so far
You get my respect
But we don’t connect
Were in it together
So I’ll love you forever
I love you forever
And so it rains on
No one gives a fuck about the values I would die for
Not the faceless civil servants
The rudimentary crack whore
No one gives two fucks about the values I would kill for
Give them something to die for
Give me something to die for
You won’t really see me
I live in old movies
Cloaked tightly in sin
So they wont come in
Its like spying on cities
Through cracks in the floor
Thought I knew what the blag was
But now I’m not sure
What do I know anymore?
And no one gives a fuck
About the values I would die for
Not the baseist civil servant
The rudimentary crack whore
And no one gives two fucks
About the values I could kill for
Give them something to die for
Give me something to die for
Still I’m into myself
On uncertain terms.
I put gin in my milk
It kills all the germs
As I pray for the day
That life will return
And I pray for myself
But I never learn
No I’ll never learn
No one gives a fuck
About the values I would die for
Not the faceless civil servant
A rudimentary crack whore
No one gives two fucks
About the values I would kill for
Give me something to die for
Give me something to die for
No one’s too perturbed
About the things that I would cry for
I’ve been trying all my life
Until there’s nothing left to try for
No one’s too perturbed
About the things that I would live for
Give me something to try for
Give me something to try for