Waiting Game.
I'm hoping that my RSM will authorise that I can have a week off starting 11th July, even though it's going to leave us a little bit short on staff. I need to get away by myself, and there's a holiday to Sorrento that my vouchers will just about pay for. I just need to spend some time by myself, away from everything and everyone. All the things I moved away from, and foolishly thought I missed.
I've not felt this hurt in a long time. I now remember why I've avoided these situations since the last time. I imagined as you get older it gets easier, but I think it's the opposite. It just gets harder. You only feel more let down, and more of a stupid mug for letting yourself get into it.
I feel like I've just lost my best friend more than anything. Fuck this.
From the littlest things
To the pain that it brings
Down to the things you miss the most
But you won't let yourself go
No you won't let yourself
'Cause time and time again
We feel the load a little more
But if you let yourself go
Then we won't hit that road
'Cause I can see the sky
But it's yours to be seen
If you can be with someone else
If you can let yourself go
If you can let yourself
But is this the time
Is this the place?
And "is this the end?"
Is all I can say
I promise I never meant to turn you away
Why did you trust me with your heart?
So consider the things
From the pain that it brings
Down to the things you miss the most
And if you let yourself go
Well then the next thing you know
Is I have seen this guy
And he's looking at me
Yeah and he thinks I'm something else
So you can walk yourself home
Yeah you can go
Even though you waited
I know that you can begin on your own
You can begin on your own
But is this the time
Is this the place?
And "is this the end?"
Is all I can say
I promise I never meant to turn you away
Why did you trust me with your heart?
I promise I never meant to turn you away
Why did you trust me with your heart?
I've not felt this hurt in a long time. I now remember why I've avoided these situations since the last time. I imagined as you get older it gets easier, but I think it's the opposite. It just gets harder. You only feel more let down, and more of a stupid mug for letting yourself get into it.
I feel like I've just lost my best friend more than anything. Fuck this.
From the littlest things
To the pain that it brings
Down to the things you miss the most
But you won't let yourself go
No you won't let yourself
'Cause time and time again
We feel the load a little more
But if you let yourself go
Then we won't hit that road
'Cause I can see the sky
But it's yours to be seen
If you can be with someone else
If you can let yourself go
If you can let yourself
But is this the time
Is this the place?
And "is this the end?"
Is all I can say
I promise I never meant to turn you away
Why did you trust me with your heart?
So consider the things
From the pain that it brings
Down to the things you miss the most
And if you let yourself go
Well then the next thing you know
Is I have seen this guy
And he's looking at me
Yeah and he thinks I'm something else
So you can walk yourself home
Yeah you can go
Even though you waited
I know that you can begin on your own
You can begin on your own
But is this the time
Is this the place?
And "is this the end?"
Is all I can say
I promise I never meant to turn you away
Why did you trust me with your heart?
I promise I never meant to turn you away
Why did you trust me with your heart?