i wish i found cool things in my pockets
its 2:20 uhhh ohhh im up and on the computer early in the morning..crap i might be turning back into old ryan AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH ahhh that feels better..old ryan would have done that OH SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT..well oh well....i might play my old casio keyboard in iron horse coffee house on saturday or play harmonica to my friends acustic serenading buuuuut when we tried to write songs today i got kind of bored and i dont think i have time to practice so i'll probably just screw that idea...i found a piece of paper in my hot hot sexy snowboarders coat today.. and it was like poetry that i wrote on it but i don't remember writing it at all yet it was my handwritting and my drawings so oh well... my memory is going these days so any of my friends that i dont recognize im sorry.."what was that? please get closer i can't see you...oh god you smell back up please..now try again.." anyways yeah im getting old...hmmm i wonder if my fanny pack is in today...anyways i soppose i should post the poem that doesn't make any sense, maybe if i ever post one again it'll be something i remember writing...
let the roman speak the bittersweet
the thoughts of all hailing christ question my status
for what is the long lost secret of minds coming together in a vast herd
to unite into one and one united through all
neon resemblence and flames above ones head
i'll sing to you all, i'll sing until i am dead
(and then another one was on the page and i hope i was drunk when i wrote it because i can't make sense of it)
jump to a scene of beauty reunion,
i dont believe in feelings of union
trinitize the trinity
believe in my memories
call at night, taste the signs,
of lovely
blahblahbalhblahblabhlahlsdhfpasdjfalsjdlkbooyar
do any of you ever say things hoping for a positive response but get silence instead and then its a struggle to try to make that dumb thing you said trying to sound not so dumb because the other side of the party did not do as you thought they would do?
Ex: person1-"ahhhhh greenriver killer, you were so hot murdering those people"
wishful response by person1 of person2-"oh no no no you were so hot yourself..."
person1 can then follow with-"aahhhhh my friend, well..then we are both hot..lets be hot together...ahhh this is all so cute"
but actual response was.....
person2-"oh"
person1 then must try to come up with crap so as to not sit in awkward silence and then everything goes weird and then person1 tries to figure out why no response was given in a cute way when person1 would have kept the cuteness rolling but now the cuteness that person1 tried to create is gone without even starting and person1 must now sit in his/her sad/ depressing/ awkward/ state wondering "why didn't the greenriver killer take me as welllllllll"
ok maybe nobody on earth does that, but i was thinking of how people think just now and i came across that scenario and got curios
let the roman speak the bittersweet
the thoughts of all hailing christ question my status
for what is the long lost secret of minds coming together in a vast herd
to unite into one and one united through all
neon resemblence and flames above ones head
i'll sing to you all, i'll sing until i am dead
(and then another one was on the page and i hope i was drunk when i wrote it because i can't make sense of it)
jump to a scene of beauty reunion,
i dont believe in feelings of union
trinitize the trinity
believe in my memories
call at night, taste the signs,
of lovely
blahblahbalhblahblabhlahlsdhfpasdjfalsjdlkbooyar
do any of you ever say things hoping for a positive response but get silence instead and then its a struggle to try to make that dumb thing you said trying to sound not so dumb because the other side of the party did not do as you thought they would do?
Ex: person1-"ahhhhh greenriver killer, you were so hot murdering those people"
wishful response by person1 of person2-"oh no no no you were so hot yourself..."
person1 can then follow with-"aahhhhh my friend, well..then we are both hot..lets be hot together...ahhh this is all so cute"
but actual response was.....
person2-"oh"
person1 then must try to come up with crap so as to not sit in awkward silence and then everything goes weird and then person1 tries to figure out why no response was given in a cute way when person1 would have kept the cuteness rolling but now the cuteness that person1 tried to create is gone without even starting and person1 must now sit in his/her sad/ depressing/ awkward/ state wondering "why didn't the greenriver killer take me as welllllllll"
ok maybe nobody on earth does that, but i was thinking of how people think just now and i came across that scenario and got curios