For life.
Why do I have to be so different from everyone else. I hate how being myself isnt enough for me. That fucker who screwed up my self esteem when I was little has fucked up so much of my life. I don't know why I pretend to be so strong at mind. If I was to have never of moved to this coldasac I wouldnt be so fuckin negative about meself. That fucker ( Read more... )
If it was indeed Him, the only way you can let go...and finally heal this gouge in your self-esteem...is by doing that one thing your heart says will make everything right. And, you know what I'm talking about. There is that one big, brave, and honest action you can take to feel better about ALL of it. It take Uber guts, I know...
Go tell him what He did to you a long while back. Tell what it has done to you. Let it all out. Show him your pain. Cry if you want to. Set him straight. He might beat you up, He might try to hurt you once again, He might laugh at you, He might play some old cards, bring back old bad memories...
Here is the point: If things don't go right...then you know this person isn't worth your time, or anyone elses. At this point I hope your heart will be able to accept that anything he did to you...isn't worth your heart-ache and ravished thaughts. Because everyone who knows you Eddie, can safely say that your an absolutely amazing person. Last night you accepted my music. Haha MY music. Everyone hates the shit I listen to. You listened with an open ear. Love you man.
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