what amazes me is how much we all told you he sucked and yet you still clung to him. i knew this from the very very start, but outside opinions don't count for much when your emotions are focused somewhere else...and you put up with a lot of crap from him...as we all do when we care deeply about someone, living in denial, hoping this will change. there really are almost no decent people left in the world...not by my standards...so much fakeness, people wear so many faces, but i'm positive the true insides of most people are hideous and heartless...in America anyways...i can't tell you how much i wish all the people that fucked me over will wake up one day in total regret and realization of what they did to a person who bent over backwards for them out of some undying love... (speak of the devil! i'm at work and just now as i'm typing this Talissa walked in and gave me a sort of awkward smile...looking like she had something to say...but held it whatever it was back as she disappeared into the next room...it's funny how she broke up with me for no real logical reason when i have loads of her little love notes and what not to me from the few months previous..i guess i'll never understand the female mind.)
anyways, from Andrew McInnes, i think the only direction you can move is up.
anyways, from Andrew McInnes, i think the only direction you can move is up.
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