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The sore throat no longer exists. Instead, I'm all stuffed up. Boo.
Last night was really good. Instead of feeling awkward at a party where I didn't know everyone and sticking by Eric's side, I wandered and made friends. Granted, some of them might not remember me, but it was fun. I forgot how good I am at making friends. That sounds pretty egotistical of me, I suppose, but I'm a friendly person, I'm (kinda) easy to get along with. It was a good time. Even had some good talks with people I already know. I really think Eric has helped me with this. Before we started dating, I don't really think I knew who I was. I thought I did...I know I did at some point. But I completely lost myself for a few years. And Eric is helping me be more and more comfortable with myself, which in turns makes me feel like I'm able to really get out there and be me.
It feels pretty damn good.
Last night was really good. Instead of feeling awkward at a party where I didn't know everyone and sticking by Eric's side, I wandered and made friends. Granted, some of them might not remember me, but it was fun. I forgot how good I am at making friends. That sounds pretty egotistical of me, I suppose, but I'm a friendly person, I'm (kinda) easy to get along with. It was a good time. Even had some good talks with people I already know. I really think Eric has helped me with this. Before we started dating, I don't really think I knew who I was. I thought I did...I know I did at some point. But I completely lost myself for a few years. And Eric is helping me be more and more comfortable with myself, which in turns makes me feel like I'm able to really get out there and be me.
It feels pretty damn good.