Hope you find yourself in a low place like home

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William was all mad at me still. I didn't know why, he doesn't make alot of sense. Think he's still mad cause I didn't kill her. If he thought he could do better he should go kill her. Stupid....vampire. Thought he knew everything but he wasn't the only one that talked to me. Nope. Spike thought he was my only friend but he didn't know anything.

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[icouldfakeit]

I shook my head. He still didn't understand. Maybe it's cause of who I am or who I used to be and yeah. He didn't know. He couldn't hear the things that they had to say. Those were just for me. Well, I shared them with the others but really I didn't know who the others were anymore. Besides Faith. She didn't hear the voices the same way I did though. Except Angel wasn't dead so maybe she did.

"No. It's not that easy, Angel. You have to kill me, I'll kill them all if you don't. I'll kill everybody. William doesn't have plans, but I do. I don't like this place anymore, I want it to be different. I'll make it different."

He was right. I don't have to listen to the voices anymore. That was why I hated everything so much. Why it wasn't good enough. Cause I wouldn't listen. But I was gonna listen now, to my own voice. I'd make friends. I didn't need them.

"You're right. Thank you." I said as I slammed my fist hard into his face. He fell over and I ran real fast. Too fast for him to keep up with and I was gone.

You didn't kill him. Now he's going to kill you.

"I won't give you three!" I yelled as I fell to my knees in the middle of a cemetary near the motel. "You can't tell me what to do anymore!"