feeling warm . . .
It's amazing how when you have been in pain for so long you forget how sweet it is to just be ok - to have all the important stuff in your world in a good place or moving in that direction. It's not winning the lottery or getting a promotion at work - it's just loving and being loved and knowing, trusting *smiles* deep inside you that you are where you belong.
It's even better when your friends - the ones that you really love and have sliped into the family catagory are happy too. *DEEP SIGH*
Fuck, just want to put the world on pause to keep it this way for awhile lol.
Well even if the world starts turning in a differant direction - the last year has changed me - made me stronger (as pain often will) and i know i well never be in the place i was.
I just hope I have done my time "in the middle" for awhile and that the sun keeps warming my life and the lives of the people i love.
It's even better when your friends - the ones that you really love and have sliped into the family catagory are happy too. *DEEP SIGH*
Fuck, just want to put the world on pause to keep it this way for awhile lol.
Well even if the world starts turning in a differant direction - the last year has changed me - made me stronger (as pain often will) and i know i well never be in the place i was.
I just hope I have done my time "in the middle" for awhile and that the sun keeps warming my life and the lives of the people i love.