A Rant
Now, I know I never write in this thing anymore, but I just need something to bitch at.
For those of you who don't know, my sister was shipped off to the looney bin last week, which-not to be mean or anything- is probably best for everyone involved. Personally, I think she just needed to fucking get sent to boot camp.
So I just go downstairs and talk to my mom about the meeting her and my dad had with the head honcho of the looney bin. So, blah blah blah, theyre changing her meds, blah blah blah, keeping her for a while, blah blah blah, and -calling the school to bitch them out cause they're partially responsible.
At that point, I just said, What The Fuck? My mom was all happy that the school was going to get a piece of her mind for not doing something to stop this from happening. I just wanted to scream at her and tell her if it was anyone's fault at all besides Ashley's, it was hers. Since when is the school responsible for parenting students? It's just fucking ridiculous. They said it was because Ashley's intelligence should have been recognized and she should have been put in advanced classes.
...does anyone remember that she WAS in advanced classes and she failed them? And now she's failing regular classes too? Just because she's lazy? She would have been lazy in advanced classes too. What the fuck.
And let me just say that I know lots of people that were just as and or more intelligent than my sister that went to WWHS and came out fine without having to have a fucking gifted and talented program cater to their needs. I mean, it would have been nice to have one, we all would have learned a lot more, and yes, the honors program could be spiffed up a bit and made a little more challenging. But it's no excuse at all, considering she took the hardest classes there and still didn't pass.
It's such a fucking cop-out I can't even stand it, and everyone is eating it up like cupcakes. Fuck that. I was bored and frustrated with the pace of classes too, but I still managed to fucking graduate high school.
I could go on, but I'd probably become incoherent with rage, because this is possibly the stupidest thing I've ever heard. Fucking A.
I mean, I know depression sucks. And yes, maybe medication does help when you just can't get out of that black hole. But seriously, at some point you have to stop blaming everyone else for how much your life sucks and just fucking start living.
... now I'm really done. Until then...
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
For those of you who don't know, my sister was shipped off to the looney bin last week, which-not to be mean or anything- is probably best for everyone involved. Personally, I think she just needed to fucking get sent to boot camp.
So I just go downstairs and talk to my mom about the meeting her and my dad had with the head honcho of the looney bin. So, blah blah blah, theyre changing her meds, blah blah blah, keeping her for a while, blah blah blah, and -calling the school to bitch them out cause they're partially responsible.
At that point, I just said, What The Fuck? My mom was all happy that the school was going to get a piece of her mind for not doing something to stop this from happening. I just wanted to scream at her and tell her if it was anyone's fault at all besides Ashley's, it was hers. Since when is the school responsible for parenting students? It's just fucking ridiculous. They said it was because Ashley's intelligence should have been recognized and she should have been put in advanced classes.
...does anyone remember that she WAS in advanced classes and she failed them? And now she's failing regular classes too? Just because she's lazy? She would have been lazy in advanced classes too. What the fuck.
And let me just say that I know lots of people that were just as and or more intelligent than my sister that went to WWHS and came out fine without having to have a fucking gifted and talented program cater to their needs. I mean, it would have been nice to have one, we all would have learned a lot more, and yes, the honors program could be spiffed up a bit and made a little more challenging. But it's no excuse at all, considering she took the hardest classes there and still didn't pass.
It's such a fucking cop-out I can't even stand it, and everyone is eating it up like cupcakes. Fuck that. I was bored and frustrated with the pace of classes too, but I still managed to fucking graduate high school.
I could go on, but I'd probably become incoherent with rage, because this is possibly the stupidest thing I've ever heard. Fucking A.
I mean, I know depression sucks. And yes, maybe medication does help when you just can't get out of that black hole. But seriously, at some point you have to stop blaming everyone else for how much your life sucks and just fucking start living.
... now I'm really done. Until then...
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head