I DIDN'T.

BUT I'M OLD, SO THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE.

A FEW THINGS...

- I'm really depressed these days, its really fucking unspectacular. I'm not talking the whiny kinda depression either, I'm talking full on SAD/ catatonic fugue states. No talking, no internet, basically I could be a house plant. So actually being online in a good sign.

So sorry I've been ( Read more... )

 
IF I PUT THIS DOWN IN CYBER-TEXT WILL THAT MAKE IT REAL?

MY GRANDMOTHER DIED TODAY LAST NIGHT.

AT HOME IN HER BED.

SHE HAD BEEN IN SO MUCH PAIN UNTIL THE VERY END.

SHE WAS SO HAPPY TO BE HOME AND IN HER BED THAT SHE ROLLED AROUND AND SMILED.

I'm having a small existential crisis - feeling too conscious of my mortal frame, and identity, who I am and ( Read more... )

 
WORLD FAIL.

THERE WAS CHOCOLATE.

PEOPLE SUCKED ASS.

WORLD CONTINUED FAILING.

"BURN IT ALL THE FUCK DOWN" SERIOUSLY CONSIDERED AS SOLUTION TO EPIC ANGST FEST.

After several pints of coffee and what can only be described as an orgasmic; red velvet chocolate cake experience - I feel better.

Cancel the Death Cab For Cutie brood-fest. Its possible to fight ( Read more... )