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My week has been a little screwy. Few people have seen life outta me on here.
Erik and I have been obsessing over Smallville. We're halfway through season 2 and my mom already bought season 3. Hopefully we'll be caught up in time for the new season. Along with Veronica Mars and One Tree Hill I actually have TV to watch! If I have time. I still have school and then there's this thing called a job that I don't have. Yayness...
I finished watching Requiem for a Dream. That movie is fucked up. But it's also completely amazing. The ending is what made me go like, oh shit. Oh and the music. That always helps. Luckily Erik has the soundtrack.
So um, I went to a specific gas station to get ciggarettes this afternoon. A pretty cute guy works there and the last 2 times I was there he flirted with me. I was so busy flirting I bought the wrong ciggarettes! hah... but I told Erik and he made me even more confused. He is done seeing that other girl. Well they haven't even hung out in weeks, but besides that. He loves me. He told the doctor today that I was his girlfriend. I just want to scream at him and tell him to make up his mind. He was jealous about me flirting with the gas-station guy and was making all these cute whiny sounds. Basically he loves me and wants to be with me but he doesn't want to hurt me again... yeah cuz all this I'm going through is just peachy.
How many times have I said that? Oh well... I'm not even sure if a relationship would be the best thing for us anymore. We are great together but we're not acting like just friends. We're boyfriend/girlfriend without those titles. Oh and if he meets another girl and makes out with her it won't matter cuz I could do the same thing with another guy. We're not officially together blah blah bull shit. It's fine.
I'm just frustrated about not having a job and starting school in a month. I'm taking these classes and I have no idea why. It'd be nice if I had some inclination. SOMEthing. But I have no idea. I mean at least people have hobbies. Where in the world is there a job with no customer service, and you get to read and listen to music 24-7. Where??
This is enough ranting. I wish my f-list well. Have a great weekend.
Erik and I have been obsessing over Smallville. We're halfway through season 2 and my mom already bought season 3. Hopefully we'll be caught up in time for the new season. Along with Veronica Mars and One Tree Hill I actually have TV to watch! If I have time. I still have school and then there's this thing called a job that I don't have. Yayness...
I finished watching Requiem for a Dream. That movie is fucked up. But it's also completely amazing. The ending is what made me go like, oh shit. Oh and the music. That always helps. Luckily Erik has the soundtrack.
So um, I went to a specific gas station to get ciggarettes this afternoon. A pretty cute guy works there and the last 2 times I was there he flirted with me. I was so busy flirting I bought the wrong ciggarettes! hah... but I told Erik and he made me even more confused. He is done seeing that other girl. Well they haven't even hung out in weeks, but besides that. He loves me. He told the doctor today that I was his girlfriend. I just want to scream at him and tell him to make up his mind. He was jealous about me flirting with the gas-station guy and was making all these cute whiny sounds. Basically he loves me and wants to be with me but he doesn't want to hurt me again... yeah cuz all this I'm going through is just peachy.
How many times have I said that? Oh well... I'm not even sure if a relationship would be the best thing for us anymore. We are great together but we're not acting like just friends. We're boyfriend/girlfriend without those titles. Oh and if he meets another girl and makes out with her it won't matter cuz I could do the same thing with another guy. We're not officially together blah blah bull shit. It's fine.
I'm just frustrated about not having a job and starting school in a month. I'm taking these classes and I have no idea why. It'd be nice if I had some inclination. SOMEthing. But I have no idea. I mean at least people have hobbies. Where in the world is there a job with no customer service, and you get to read and listen to music 24-7. Where??
This is enough ranting. I wish my f-list well. Have a great weekend.