so it looks like i'll be attending The George Washington University in the fall. If finacial aid works out. I'm not sure how i feel about this. I'm pass the "in shock" phase and have moved into the "holy shit i'm scared" phase. i need to pack. i need get a sticker for the back of my car. i need register for classes. i need to get a GW sweatshirt. i ( Read more... )

the only two reasons why i didn't drive off a cliff this morning ( Read more... )

on my drive home today, i was lost in thought about wealth and god and our values. and how they replaced each other during the late 1700's. how america developed these values of money and work ethic and labor. if we are working then somehow we are useful and contributing to society. where does education come into this? do we just go to school to ( Read more... )

i always make fun of the girl who introduces herself to the professor after class on the first day. but secretly i want to be her ( Read more... )

i've been replaced ( Read more... )

orientation was today and i'm pretty much all set to go. when i was sitting there in the stuffy room, listening to the "this is the first day of your life" speech for the second time, i counted all of the ceiling tiles. something like 787. it was a fairly small room. also i made myself promise that i will only attend one more orientation for ( Read more... )

so this break turned out to be a bust. oh well. theres still hope i guess. Ever since some recent events took place, i've been really bursting with ideas. and not all of them are rational or have anything to do with schools, or photography. they are just ideas. I always wondered what that would feel like. I think you can argue both sides of it ( Read more... )

if you like someone, you should want to talk to them right? right.

i wish i knew where this was going. or where it is for that matter. i'm confused, confused, confused. so much that i had to type it three times ( Read more... )

one more class on tuesday, and that will end the worst semester that i've ever experienced. but i must say i have a new outlook on the future, and i pretty much have some direction in where i want to study. i think i've always known in the back of my mind, but never really had the guts to go forward and admit that i'm a nerd. but i am. so ( Read more... )