Almost the weekend...
Yay! not normally excited about the weekend as its normally full of overtime. but this weekend there is none. Its my grandad's birthday and my goddaughter's Bday on the same day. Also catching up with a friend i havent seen in nearly a year and going to a house party for her friends bday, so gonna be good!
Anyway- Tarot Read day 4
4 of Pentacles- Man, looking unhappy sitting on a chair. He is hugging on pentacle tight to his chest, one rests on his head and the other two are underneath his feet.
Pentacles- Practicality, security and material concerns.
- Wanting to possess.
- penny-pinching, saving.
- wanting to be in charge, denying weakness.
- wanting everything to stay the same, refusing to look at new approaches.
- This card asks you to weigh carefully the level of control in your situation.
- Be less worried about loss of what you have - it's not going anywhere. Focus, instead, on how to make the best of what you've got while you're around to enjoy it.
Interesting, i do believe i spend alot of my time worrying about money and my possesions. I often get annoyed that i appear to be the only one who is worried. Maybe that is because i dont really need to worry, i need to relax.
I wasnt always like this, its just in the past 3 years. I get so angry and fustrated. Had the worst year ever last year with money and problems along those lines, always worried.. never want to go back to that stage again. But now thinking about it too much i guess.
All i can think about also is this next month ahead, need to get 600 pounds for new place to live, get my car MOT which is about 150, also find the money for new laptop and my friends bday.. alot to worry about!
I did have a dream... and i did remember it well when i woke up. But it is now much later in the day, and i can only remember a few points. More like bullet points of what was present rather than what happened in the dream... so here we go...
Racing cars, kinda like fast and furious, although not as cool and exciting. It felt like a matter of life and death. The races are in car parks, racing between cars and up and down the ramps. Even and some point turned into a FPS game, hunting members from the opposite teams. One point was looking through a sniper scope. Looks like we are in medival time, like we are standing in a large wooden castle/ fort. Next bit i remember im in a basic street, with what looks like go-karts. There are 4 of us, two rush off to race but im left waiting for our 4th member which i cant find.
- Race- Foretells that others will aspire to the things you are working to possess.
- Cars- Journeying and changing in quick succession. Race Cars- your hard driving and headstrong attitudes. It may also reflect your competitive nature and the need to win.
- Car Park/ Parking Lot- Suggests that you need to slow down and take time from your daily activities.
- Shoot/ Guns - If the person you shoot is a stranger, then it indicates that you are rejecting unknown aspects of yourself that you do not understand.
- Go Karts- Represents your ability to navigate through life's twists and turns. The dream may also be a pun on your "drive" and ambition.
Im not sure at all in connection to real life in this one. Im definately not living in the fast lane right now. But my ambition is always at a high, even if i never do anything about it. Interesting. I did have a really late night due to having some overtime at work till 2am, so dont know if by body needed to relax and slow down at that time.
Anway, off to work again. Blessed Be )O(
Anyway- Tarot Read day 4
4 of Pentacles- Man, looking unhappy sitting on a chair. He is hugging on pentacle tight to his chest, one rests on his head and the other two are underneath his feet.
Pentacles- Practicality, security and material concerns.
- Wanting to possess.
- penny-pinching, saving.
- wanting to be in charge, denying weakness.
- wanting everything to stay the same, refusing to look at new approaches.
- This card asks you to weigh carefully the level of control in your situation.
- Be less worried about loss of what you have - it's not going anywhere. Focus, instead, on how to make the best of what you've got while you're around to enjoy it.
Interesting, i do believe i spend alot of my time worrying about money and my possesions. I often get annoyed that i appear to be the only one who is worried. Maybe that is because i dont really need to worry, i need to relax.
I wasnt always like this, its just in the past 3 years. I get so angry and fustrated. Had the worst year ever last year with money and problems along those lines, always worried.. never want to go back to that stage again. But now thinking about it too much i guess.
All i can think about also is this next month ahead, need to get 600 pounds for new place to live, get my car MOT which is about 150, also find the money for new laptop and my friends bday.. alot to worry about!
I did have a dream... and i did remember it well when i woke up. But it is now much later in the day, and i can only remember a few points. More like bullet points of what was present rather than what happened in the dream... so here we go...
Racing cars, kinda like fast and furious, although not as cool and exciting. It felt like a matter of life and death. The races are in car parks, racing between cars and up and down the ramps. Even and some point turned into a FPS game, hunting members from the opposite teams. One point was looking through a sniper scope. Looks like we are in medival time, like we are standing in a large wooden castle/ fort. Next bit i remember im in a basic street, with what looks like go-karts. There are 4 of us, two rush off to race but im left waiting for our 4th member which i cant find.
- Race- Foretells that others will aspire to the things you are working to possess.
- Cars- Journeying and changing in quick succession. Race Cars- your hard driving and headstrong attitudes. It may also reflect your competitive nature and the need to win.
- Car Park/ Parking Lot- Suggests that you need to slow down and take time from your daily activities.
- Shoot/ Guns - If the person you shoot is a stranger, then it indicates that you are rejecting unknown aspects of yourself that you do not understand.
- Go Karts- Represents your ability to navigate through life's twists and turns. The dream may also be a pun on your "drive" and ambition.
Im not sure at all in connection to real life in this one. Im definately not living in the fast lane right now. But my ambition is always at a high, even if i never do anything about it. Interesting. I did have a really late night due to having some overtime at work till 2am, so dont know if by body needed to relax and slow down at that time.
Anway, off to work again. Blessed Be )O(