Jun 23, 2007 15:34
My good friend Abby told me I should start this live journal so we could stay informed of each others lives;as well as so I could have some where to vent about whatever current situation is bothering me instead of just bottling it up inside (like I would normally do) . Please note that in these writings I mean merely to vent...I do not intend for anyone that reads them to be hurt by my feelings or flying emotional rampages. Feelings, thought patterns; frequently change once I have time to cool down and rethink things. This journal and these writings are part of that cooling down, rethinking process. Unless I tell you something directly....it's not about you.
Now as for what's going on right now:
My dear husband Max wants us to quit the band myndkill without even giving the guys a chance to get rid of Dan's annoying buzzing sound that's on the same frequency as Max's . He say's that Anthony has known about everything that's gone on (because he's sure he's been talking to Joey) and that obviously he has chosen them over us; so he said he doesn't want to be an ass and give them the ultimatum (he says he shouldn't have to;even they don't realize how bad it sounds with Dan on that frequency...then shame on 'em.). He just wants to quit and retain his pride before they ask us to leave later down the road when it's convenient for them; and even more heart breaking for us.
I don't agree with this logic. I say we fight to stay in the band;but he says I'm fighting a losing battle;and why bother spending time,money and precious energy on something and someone who doesn't want us anyway. He's always "Mr. Positive" (LoL << Sarcasm there) So...I'm just waiting.....what will happen next....who knows.?.?.?