Oh yeah...
And...I forgot this part...even if you think I didn't have a baby so I shouldn't be upset, it's insensitive of you to say it to my face. This is why many of the things I just put in that last post are things I would never say to your face because they would *hurt your feelings*! If someone is upset about something, even if you don't agree with their perception, if you care about them you don't throw it in their face that you think they're being stupid and then hold up your two healthy kids as the reason why you can't deal with me. And then you certainly don't stand on some made up moral high ground about how you have to make sure your opinion is heard. Sometimes your opinion isn't the issue.
In other good news, the OB appointment went really well. The doc says I'm healing nicely and that everything looks fine. She even commented that I have "healthy, almost overactive" ovaries, and she has absolutely no concerns that I will not be able to go on to have a healthy pregnancy in the future. So that's good news! The question will be -- when will I be ready to try that again? Especially since the adorable couple my age with the not more than two year old boy sitting next to me in the waiting area found out on their ultrasound that they are having a girl. They were pretty excited. It was weird to be excited for them one second and then almost crying the next and then excited for them again to literally crying about what appeared to be nothing to them the next. *sigh* Embarrassing. More embarrassing - continuing to cry in front of my doctor knowing full well that she's not a therapist. She was very nice about it and quite understanding, which makes me SO glad I switched practices. I'm never going back to the other place again.
In other good news, the OB appointment went really well. The doc says I'm healing nicely and that everything looks fine. She even commented that I have "healthy, almost overactive" ovaries, and she has absolutely no concerns that I will not be able to go on to have a healthy pregnancy in the future. So that's good news! The question will be -- when will I be ready to try that again? Especially since the adorable couple my age with the not more than two year old boy sitting next to me in the waiting area found out on their ultrasound that they are having a girl. They were pretty excited. It was weird to be excited for them one second and then almost crying the next and then excited for them again to literally crying about what appeared to be nothing to them the next. *sigh* Embarrassing. More embarrassing - continuing to cry in front of my doctor knowing full well that she's not a therapist. She was very nice about it and quite understanding, which makes me SO glad I switched practices. I'm never going back to the other place again.