Feb 15, 2006 19:32
holy fucking shit ass bitch cunt fuck.
i feel like shit.
and im crying.
and im flipping out.
and im going insane.
Frank loves natasha.
i got that feeling of butterflies in my stomach, but the kind where it hurts, and your heart sinks down so low like a knife stabbing you right in the chest.
and it fucking hurt.
what the fuck
and natashas telling me why dont you get back with him if you love him so much
i tell her im trying to fix my life
goes on and on
i cant fucking deal with this
i fucking do want Frank back
but i dont even feel like he loves me anymore
or gives a crap about me
and natasha thinks ive lost Frank completely
as in he doesnt actually care about me or love me
i guess thats what that means
i dont know
but what the fuck do i do
my mind is racing
my heart is beating so fucking fast
my fingers are typing with such a heavy pace
and i dont know what to do
i cant take this anymore
im going to explode
my head hurts
my heart hurts
my life hurts.