Back from camping
And now I can start saving money. There arent anymore trips coming up to be spending on. I can start focusing on myself again.
But camping was...fun. Travis and I got into a fight the first night there and didnt talk the whole night. So I drank and got drunk. Went back to the tent but Travis was so pissed off at me he wouldnt even sleep on the mattress with me. I cried 3 times that day. It sucked. But the rest of the trip was good. I still had fun.
I still dont know what the big deal was. He tripped out at the end of that night because I deleleted my texts. It made him so pissed he broke things off with me. I have to delete my texts some time because they get too full and then I cant read any or send any. But owell. Everything was fine the next morning.
It seems like we fight a lot. But its over stupid shit like that. I love being with him, no guy has ever made me this happy. He makes me laugh constantly. I wished I never had to go "home" but whatever.
Now hes saying hes quitting smoking weed. Lets see though right? I could see if he just did it occasionally, but every day? it sucks. And I really wish he wouldnt smoke cigs. I guess the only part about the weed that still bugs me is the fact the he told me at the beginning, if we became serious he would quit. So I guess we're not serious or he just doesnt care? Either way it hurts. But what can I do right? I know he could quit if he really wanted to and there was a good reason for it. I just wish I was a good enough reason. But that doesnt bother me to the point of breaking up anymore. If he quit for me that would be great.
I love our relationship though. Hes a great guy, for the most part. Everyone has their flaws and Im surprised hes put up with mine. Hes not as affectionate as Im use to. But I love him like he is. Everything I want in a guy and more. Just wish he felt the same way about me. Weve been together for 6 months now and it doesnt seem like his feelings has changed since day 1. But I guess it takes years for him to fall for someone. Sucks...
But camping was...fun. Travis and I got into a fight the first night there and didnt talk the whole night. So I drank and got drunk. Went back to the tent but Travis was so pissed off at me he wouldnt even sleep on the mattress with me. I cried 3 times that day. It sucked. But the rest of the trip was good. I still had fun.
I still dont know what the big deal was. He tripped out at the end of that night because I deleleted my texts. It made him so pissed he broke things off with me. I have to delete my texts some time because they get too full and then I cant read any or send any. But owell. Everything was fine the next morning.
It seems like we fight a lot. But its over stupid shit like that. I love being with him, no guy has ever made me this happy. He makes me laugh constantly. I wished I never had to go "home" but whatever.
Now hes saying hes quitting smoking weed. Lets see though right? I could see if he just did it occasionally, but every day? it sucks. And I really wish he wouldnt smoke cigs. I guess the only part about the weed that still bugs me is the fact the he told me at the beginning, if we became serious he would quit. So I guess we're not serious or he just doesnt care? Either way it hurts. But what can I do right? I know he could quit if he really wanted to and there was a good reason for it. I just wish I was a good enough reason. But that doesnt bother me to the point of breaking up anymore. If he quit for me that would be great.
I love our relationship though. Hes a great guy, for the most part. Everyone has their flaws and Im surprised hes put up with mine. Hes not as affectionate as Im use to. But I love him like he is. Everything I want in a guy and more. Just wish he felt the same way about me. Weve been together for 6 months now and it doesnt seem like his feelings has changed since day 1. But I guess it takes years for him to fall for someone. Sucks...