Confused
I havent stayed at home in like a month?? But Im staying here tonight. Ive been thinking about Travis and I. Where is this going? I told myself I wouldnt let his smoking get in the way of us. But it has. I hate it. He gets stoned everyday and it irritates the hell out of me. Before we go to dinner..."The food tastes so much better"...before we go to a movie..."the movie is so much funnier." Ugh. I told him I want him to quit. He says he will soon....in a few months I guess. He just an awesome guy I cant walk away from. Hes not lazy or anything. He just does it a lot. I feel like he cant have fun unless hes doing that.
He doesnt seem to care anyway. Im use to guys showing emotion towards me. He doesnt. I dont know if he still has his guard up or what but yea. When I was talking about breaking up during our break at work he just stared out into space and said..."so are we done or what?" What the hell? Im so confused.
He doesnt seem to care anyway. Im use to guys showing emotion towards me. He doesnt. I dont know if he still has his guard up or what but yea. When I was talking about breaking up during our break at work he just stared out into space and said..."so are we done or what?" What the hell? Im so confused.