what dreams may come
have you ever had a vision, without realizing its value untill months or years later when it happens, or...on the other wing, you get a vision so vivid, you know exactly what it means without a shadow of a doubt, even though it goes against all you have told yourself would happen in life?
I have lived with visions or prophetic dreams or whatever you may want to call itfor years, some even call it deja vu. depending on the severity, so do I. I dont controll them, nor do I even try to have them, they just come. I have seen almost every major change in my life come to me before hand, I have seen warnings and a slew of other smaller things. Not things I usually share as they usually only pertain to me. that and the thought of either the rubber room and the love me jacket or...-=shivver=- miss cleo trying to hire me does not appeal to me one iota. now I bet youre wondering...why the hell is she going into all this in her journal? well, its like this. I know Im going to marry Bane. the night he and I met I had a vision the moment after he kissed me. now, for a back story, I am one of those people that marriage scares the piss out of. I did not like the thought of being legally bound to someone who was going to turn around and cheat on me. so marriage was always the last thing on my mind.
however,that night after we had kissed for the first time, I had a vision of a wedding ceremony, I saw where we were getting married and what we were wearing, I knew it was going to be a catholic ceremony, and considering neither of us are catholic really it was a bit of a twist I didnt understand. I understand now why I saw that part, but how many people notice someone swordfights left handed on a first date when they werent wearing a sword?
I did, the man in the vision(still photo type) wore his sword on his right hip. trademark of a left hander. and in red and black. his colors. he was not wearing them that day at all. I found all this stuff out the next day but it was still a bit off setting. I am not complaining in the least and if he were to ask me I would not hesitate in my answer.
ok....I lied...he DID ask me. lol on valentines day he asked me to join him in the vow of a year and a day in august. (19th to be exact) and I did not hesitate which shocked me to the core lol. this might make things posted since then a bit more clear espescially some of the poetry. but anyways, now the vision holds more meaning than I can explain. I will post more on this when I have a brain.
I must sleep now I am dozing at the keys
~Raven~
'what is it with the world today where the things we hold closest are the things we fear the most?'~anonymous
I have lived with visions or prophetic dreams or whatever you may want to call itfor years, some even call it deja vu. depending on the severity, so do I. I dont controll them, nor do I even try to have them, they just come. I have seen almost every major change in my life come to me before hand, I have seen warnings and a slew of other smaller things. Not things I usually share as they usually only pertain to me. that and the thought of either the rubber room and the love me jacket or...-=shivver=- miss cleo trying to hire me does not appeal to me one iota. now I bet youre wondering...why the hell is she going into all this in her journal? well, its like this. I know Im going to marry Bane. the night he and I met I had a vision the moment after he kissed me. now, for a back story, I am one of those people that marriage scares the piss out of. I did not like the thought of being legally bound to someone who was going to turn around and cheat on me. so marriage was always the last thing on my mind.
however,that night after we had kissed for the first time, I had a vision of a wedding ceremony, I saw where we were getting married and what we were wearing, I knew it was going to be a catholic ceremony, and considering neither of us are catholic really it was a bit of a twist I didnt understand. I understand now why I saw that part, but how many people notice someone swordfights left handed on a first date when they werent wearing a sword?
I did, the man in the vision(still photo type) wore his sword on his right hip. trademark of a left hander. and in red and black. his colors. he was not wearing them that day at all. I found all this stuff out the next day but it was still a bit off setting. I am not complaining in the least and if he were to ask me I would not hesitate in my answer.
ok....I lied...he DID ask me. lol on valentines day he asked me to join him in the vow of a year and a day in august. (19th to be exact) and I did not hesitate which shocked me to the core lol. this might make things posted since then a bit more clear espescially some of the poetry. but anyways, now the vision holds more meaning than I can explain. I will post more on this when I have a brain.
I must sleep now I am dozing at the keys
~Raven~
'what is it with the world today where the things we hold closest are the things we fear the most?'~anonymous