bouncy bitchy me

[whyteraven]

as always Im hyper as hell, happy as usual. but still have at least one thing to bitch about. thats work. things are getting better but I still do not like my managers. they dont like me its a mutual thing. Im going tomorrow and applying for a new job. as much as I like my job I just cant afford to keep it. I need something a little more worth my time. past that. Im still as gushy as always. Im in love what do you expect? lol rehearsals for the arthur show start next week and Im hoping I dont make an ass of myself. Bane says I wont but Im not so sure. but, if he has faith in me I at least have to try right? so Im going to do what I can and not cut my own head off. Im hoping that I will be able to get some cash together soon so I can get another place, the place I have now is not worth the money I pay. although I may have found one, we are going to go check it out tomorrow. we'll see.

***overly mushy part below***

smoke flows from nostrils silver,
flame from throat scarlet
claws as razors so sharp
gurarding an empty chamber
that once guarded my heart

free flying and embraced
loved and adored
this is where my heart lies now
in arms tender and strong
guarding as she once did