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So I'm really really bitchy today.... (sorry to everyone who's had to talk to me!) ... I feel like crap! I'm still mad at Jackie (the girl i trained from Memphis) cause she's the one who got me sick! Me and Ryan are both miserable! I wanted to stay home today soooo bad, but this lil important thing called money motivated me to get off my sorry butt and get to work! On top of it, I'm on the rag so I have the WORST cramps ever! It really sucks!
I'm just glad today is almost over...mabye tomorrow will be a better day! God I hope so! I miss Lee sooo much, and it sucks cause I cant see him or talk to him today cause he's workin a double shift. ...If this would of happened a week ago, I probably wouldnt be so bummed, but I had an amazing weekend with him and we worked everything out that was bugging us... everytime I'm with him I fall more and more in love with him... and this was one of those times that made me flip head over heels for him!
I'm so bummed though, cause there are a few people who i love to death that I dont get to talk to much anymore. I know it's partly my fault cause i'm always so busy with Ryan and work, but life happens i guess, right? I really miss talkin to Erin for one thing! She's like my bestest friend, and it sucks that she is so far away! I miss going to CPK with her and our random shopping moments! I miss our fun excuses to eat ice cream (there's always a good one!) and renting the worlds worst movies that leave us cracking up over it's stupidity! (a.k.a..."The Good Girl") I miss you Erin! You need to come home... I need to shop! lol!
Audrey and Jen(some of the time anyways) live in the same town as me, and I still dont get to see them much! I miss you guys a ton! We need to start hanging out more...(i know my house doesnt constitute as a good hang out place, but hey, i have a kid...thats what i get! lol)...
Anyways, I'm emotional tonight, can you tell? I'm gonna go lay down, i'll write more later.
I'm just glad today is almost over...mabye tomorrow will be a better day! God I hope so! I miss Lee sooo much, and it sucks cause I cant see him or talk to him today cause he's workin a double shift. ...If this would of happened a week ago, I probably wouldnt be so bummed, but I had an amazing weekend with him and we worked everything out that was bugging us... everytime I'm with him I fall more and more in love with him... and this was one of those times that made me flip head over heels for him!
I'm so bummed though, cause there are a few people who i love to death that I dont get to talk to much anymore. I know it's partly my fault cause i'm always so busy with Ryan and work, but life happens i guess, right? I really miss talkin to Erin for one thing! She's like my bestest friend, and it sucks that she is so far away! I miss going to CPK with her and our random shopping moments! I miss our fun excuses to eat ice cream (there's always a good one!) and renting the worlds worst movies that leave us cracking up over it's stupidity! (a.k.a..."The Good Girl") I miss you Erin! You need to come home... I need to shop! lol!
Audrey and Jen(some of the time anyways) live in the same town as me, and I still dont get to see them much! I miss you guys a ton! We need to start hanging out more...(i know my house doesnt constitute as a good hang out place, but hey, i have a kid...thats what i get! lol)...
Anyways, I'm emotional tonight, can you tell? I'm gonna go lay down, i'll write more later.