knowing.
i'll never know what i truly want. one minute i think i have it all figured out and the next...i'm completely confused.
i'll also never know who i really am. i thought i had finally fallen into who i wanted to be...that i had finally become comfortable in who i was...wrong. some people think they know exactly what kind of person they are or will be...but that's never true. people change. and whether you know it or not...you're always changing.
i thought when i came home to my friends after my first year of college that they had changed oh-so-much...but maybe it was more that i was the one who had changed...not them. or maybe it was both...
one of my friends told me that i live to prove people wrong for doubting me, and when i figure out that everyone isn't against me...what will i do with myself? that hit a little hard that someone sees me that way...do i really struggle through life trying to prove myself?
all i know is....i know nothing...and i'm not sure if i'll ever know anything at all.
enough philosophizing.
i'm out.
i'll also never know who i really am. i thought i had finally fallen into who i wanted to be...that i had finally become comfortable in who i was...wrong. some people think they know exactly what kind of person they are or will be...but that's never true. people change. and whether you know it or not...you're always changing.
i thought when i came home to my friends after my first year of college that they had changed oh-so-much...but maybe it was more that i was the one who had changed...not them. or maybe it was both...
one of my friends told me that i live to prove people wrong for doubting me, and when i figure out that everyone isn't against me...what will i do with myself? that hit a little hard that someone sees me that way...do i really struggle through life trying to prove myself?
all i know is....i know nothing...and i'm not sure if i'll ever know anything at all.
enough philosophizing.
i'm out.