I keep putting it off.

there are things where I don't know enough (yet) to have a vision refined enough to act on
like music
my vision for that is little more than "this is something I should be doing"
but comics is something else entirely
I know exactly what i want to do with this art form

...woke-up, mildly hallucinating, in the middle of the night.
...woke-up in the morning in the tail end of a dream about fantasy samurai.

...feel less restless; and rather hopeful.

All of the above seems to come when I focus on doing, rather than ranting about what I feel and intend to do.

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is it a Monday thing?

was it Monday last week?
I think it was tuesday last week

the exact thing happened this morning, only it wasn't in the middle of the night, and I didn't dislocate the hip or anything like that this time

...

ow

so much for starting my running program today
I shall hobble around the block instead

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My passion/zeal regresses into restlessness, when I neglect to exercise it, and my stewardship over it, via training regimen, or spontaneous play, in that regard.

My restlessness manifests as pointless aggression, when I neglect to purge it, via martial arts.