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right here, in these moments, this is where my failure spawns, and, with it's talons latched into my flesh, drags me down.
I'm back from work, exhausted from doing things I'm not designed to do
and just plain exhausted from the previous nights' quality of sleep
oridinarily I'd sprawl out on the floor 'just for a moment'
and that moment would feel so good...
then I'd wake, and it'd be later
and then I'd stay up till some insane hour
until i crashed out, with the light on, and etc
and then it'd be morning, later than I wanted it to be
and then it'd be time to go to work
sooner than it should've been
and the cycle just keeps going round
so I'ma take a 5-min nap
when the alarm goes off I'm going to seize what is left of my evening
when 9pm rolls around I"m going to go to bed regardless
when 4 am comes around I'm going to get up
I'm back from work, exhausted from doing things I'm not designed to do
and just plain exhausted from the previous nights' quality of sleep
oridinarily I'd sprawl out on the floor 'just for a moment'
and that moment would feel so good...
then I'd wake, and it'd be later
and then I'd stay up till some insane hour
until i crashed out, with the light on, and etc
and then it'd be morning, later than I wanted it to be
and then it'd be time to go to work
sooner than it should've been
and the cycle just keeps going round
so I'ma take a 5-min nap
when the alarm goes off I'm going to seize what is left of my evening
when 9pm rolls around I"m going to go to bed regardless
when 4 am comes around I'm going to get up