Sighing at the thought of another aimless night
So I have my Econ midterm tomorrow. I read the book, looked over the online homework and I pretty much am ready; although I wish I didn't have to take it. I'm still kinda freaked out about the research paper I have to write of the stroop effect (1st draft due next tues.). But at least I get to go home this weekend, even if it makes me have less time. My parents rock, and I think everyone who went on the retreat can dig that.
I might be giving up on one particular venture I've ranted about lately. I just don't know if it is in the cards for now... *sigh*
I've been researching for a professor to do some research with (thats a convoluted thing to say). So far nothing jumps out at me, but there are some professors studying Attention which might be interesting to study and I'm sure whatever I find will benefit me for grad-school and my career. Self-Fulfilment if you will.
There's so much uncertainty in me right now. I don't know where it comes from, but its cyclical. I peak and trough on a fairly frequent basis and it complicates things for me.
Today I didn't have lecture for my Perception theory class. It gave me some extra time to study. Unfortunately I had to get up for a staff meeting, so I didn't get any extra time to sleep. At least it woke me up.
I need to get ahold of the phone contact list for CalPIRG so that we can start pulling media interest in the Hummer-Prius race thats stoping by campus on monday. I probably should call Eric or Lindsay or someone. But sadly, my academics are consuming me right now. Only this quarter would I think like that, schools never been such a burden on me. Just a few more weeks though, next quarter will be better.
My "little Bro" Joshua turned 13 on Monday. I remember him being born, my mom helped deliver him. I'm not ready for him to be a teenager; a sign of fast moving times, but it is better than the alternative (x_x). But its seriously a head trip to think of things like that. Its a bit funny that we relate our age to those around us so much more when theres a big gap. The birthday of a thirteen year old makes me feel older than that of a sixteen year old, and that even more so than someone who turns twenty just a few days after me. Its all about perspectives and I guess the longer the leap the easier it is to see.
I still have movies to watch from a week ago. I'm just not able to fit them in.
Well, thats enough. Bon Soir mes amis
♥
I might be giving up on one particular venture I've ranted about lately. I just don't know if it is in the cards for now... *sigh*
I've been researching for a professor to do some research with (thats a convoluted thing to say). So far nothing jumps out at me, but there are some professors studying Attention which might be interesting to study and I'm sure whatever I find will benefit me for grad-school and my career. Self-Fulfilment if you will.
There's so much uncertainty in me right now. I don't know where it comes from, but its cyclical. I peak and trough on a fairly frequent basis and it complicates things for me.
Today I didn't have lecture for my Perception theory class. It gave me some extra time to study. Unfortunately I had to get up for a staff meeting, so I didn't get any extra time to sleep. At least it woke me up.
I need to get ahold of the phone contact list for CalPIRG so that we can start pulling media interest in the Hummer-Prius race thats stoping by campus on monday. I probably should call Eric or Lindsay or someone. But sadly, my academics are consuming me right now. Only this quarter would I think like that, schools never been such a burden on me. Just a few more weeks though, next quarter will be better.
My "little Bro" Joshua turned 13 on Monday. I remember him being born, my mom helped deliver him. I'm not ready for him to be a teenager; a sign of fast moving times, but it is better than the alternative (x_x). But its seriously a head trip to think of things like that. Its a bit funny that we relate our age to those around us so much more when theres a big gap. The birthday of a thirteen year old makes me feel older than that of a sixteen year old, and that even more so than someone who turns twenty just a few days after me. Its all about perspectives and I guess the longer the leap the easier it is to see.
I still have movies to watch from a week ago. I'm just not able to fit them in.
Well, thats enough. Bon Soir mes amis
♥