Poo poo
*SHEESHHH*
Going through today... and how everything felt its not as bad as I thought.. but its worse. Sitting next to her, brushing up against her, when she touched my leg.. seeing people look at her.. and me getting upset.. but then realizing that she doesnt have a title to hide behind anymore. This might sound really selfish and stupid.. but I just cant see her being happy with anyone else. And that isnt fair.. I just dont see her being happy with someone else. I dunno.. I love her. She is a very needy/pushy person. Its like.. I hate you Dont leave me or something like that. And for most people its just too confusing to deal with. But for me it was a middle groundof understanding and accepting. In a sense I can see myself getting married and being with someone else.. but then again i dont. I can really only see myself with her. Maybe its just a fresh wound and I am peeling off the band-aid too much and expecting different results than an evil red scratch that is still bleeding.
You've got your problems
I got mine.
Going through today... and how everything felt its not as bad as I thought.. but its worse. Sitting next to her, brushing up against her, when she touched my leg.. seeing people look at her.. and me getting upset.. but then realizing that she doesnt have a title to hide behind anymore. This might sound really selfish and stupid.. but I just cant see her being happy with anyone else. And that isnt fair.. I just dont see her being happy with someone else. I dunno.. I love her. She is a very needy/pushy person. Its like.. I hate you Dont leave me or something like that. And for most people its just too confusing to deal with. But for me it was a middle groundof understanding and accepting. In a sense I can see myself getting married and being with someone else.. but then again i dont. I can really only see myself with her. Maybe its just a fresh wound and I am peeling off the band-aid too much and expecting different results than an evil red scratch that is still bleeding.
You've got your problems
I got mine.