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It's been awhile since I last updated. Where does the time go? I've been having a hard time lately. Figuring out everything. Why is life so complicated? Why do bad things happen to good people?
All those questions pretty much tie together w/ certain things. So many people around me are either in the hospital or looking like it's going to be the end very soon. My grandma is in the hospitcal, Cory's friend he grew up w/ that I've become friends w/ was diganosed last couple days ago he'll only live for about 6-8 more months.. now I heard he had to go back into the hospital and it's not looking too good.
It's funny how one person's life can change the thoughts of another. I think twice now about being selfish. I just wrote a paper about Robert Frost and I'm seeing the whole theme to my paper tie in w/ me. Bad things happen to good people and theres nothing one can do to help them. Everything happens for a reason and I think I know why. Only thing you can do is pray for the best but if the worse comes.. it was meant to be, and maybe there life that was wasted was meant for people to understand to love life to the fullest.
School is ending soon, and than a couple days from the last day it'll start up again for me. Thats ok. Gives me something to do. I'm kinda excited to meet new people. I'm about to cut my hair on Tues., I need a change but man am I deathly scared. Everything around me in my life is turning into hell and I don't want that to add to my problems.
I want people to feel better. I want to feel better. I want to have my questions answered.
All those questions pretty much tie together w/ certain things. So many people around me are either in the hospital or looking like it's going to be the end very soon. My grandma is in the hospitcal, Cory's friend he grew up w/ that I've become friends w/ was diganosed last couple days ago he'll only live for about 6-8 more months.. now I heard he had to go back into the hospital and it's not looking too good.
It's funny how one person's life can change the thoughts of another. I think twice now about being selfish. I just wrote a paper about Robert Frost and I'm seeing the whole theme to my paper tie in w/ me. Bad things happen to good people and theres nothing one can do to help them. Everything happens for a reason and I think I know why. Only thing you can do is pray for the best but if the worse comes.. it was meant to be, and maybe there life that was wasted was meant for people to understand to love life to the fullest.
School is ending soon, and than a couple days from the last day it'll start up again for me. Thats ok. Gives me something to do. I'm kinda excited to meet new people. I'm about to cut my hair on Tues., I need a change but man am I deathly scared. Everything around me in my life is turning into hell and I don't want that to add to my problems.
I want people to feel better. I want to feel better. I want to have my questions answered.