Apr 20, 2005 00:16
So.. haven't been on here in awhile. Islands of Adventure sucked major balls. I didn't enjoy myself on anything really. I paid 50 bucks to have a jerk cause a scene in front of the whole park and made me out to be so embarassed to my friends, one which I only met 3 times. I couldn't even show my face @ school b/c I felt I could of fixed alot of shit but really I had no control over.
This morning was also a disaster. Everything went wrong. You name it and it went wrong. Work was enjoyable though. I love what I do. It really takes my mind off of shit. Me and all my girlfriends from work are getting together tomorrow as our first hang out date. They're all really nice, it surprised the hell out of me. I found out one girl doesn't like me b/c she told my friend I use to date her boyfriend named Chance @ Sandalwood.. or something like that. I only dated 2 people @ Sandalwood. Phillip and Cory (even though Cory didn't go there anymore when we started dating). So me and her talked and now we're cool I guess.. I was just being myself and apparently she likes me now.
Tomorrow is 4:20. I'm a stoner. I think that's half my reason for being crazy sometimes. That and me getting fucked up from my birthcontrol. I think being on birthcontrol w/ out a break is causing me to have major hormone damage. I'm not suppose to have my period but now I do and its like whoa. Yeah, I know gross, but that's life.
Jenni and I decided I should be the next Pope. Who needs a new yet 78-year old Pope running the religion I am. I'll learn to speak Latin Jenni.. FCCJ style. I just hope things can be the same again after the whole episode last Sunday. There was no excuse for his behavior but I apologize once more. I never wanted anyone to see that side, people always have a side of them they'd like to keep hidden. We all have it. I just wish it'd disappear.
I know I'm boring. I need to go, but its late and I'll get to bed later. I payed for my classes. I'm not really getting a summer break. I'll be in school so I can catch up since I only went to school part-time this semester. I'm a slacker but it'll pick up soon. I just wanna get the hell out. I thought it'd be better if I took my time but dude.. I need a GREAT business job till I can do what I need to do in life. Make the WORLD look BEAUTIFUL! haha