Want to punch something.
I've been sick all week, and this week is homecoming week. Which means, the marching band has been working really hard at practices, but because I basically can't breathe, I couldn't play or march. Fuck. So we had a performance tonight. Kinda informal, no uniforms or anything, but a performance. I couldn't play. Because I currently can't breathe right. And I talked to the band director earlier tonight, and basically, I'm at the point where I'm in danger of losing my place in the band. Because I missed the first game, and I might miss tomorrows game, and if I miss one more..... well, it sucks. And I want to scream and rage and punch things and cry and generally go batshit, but I can't because I have no voice and my life sucks. Someone tell me I'm being irrational and whiny, because I need someone to knock some sense into me. Real bad.