its been awhile
Well guys it has been a long time since i have been on here but here goes....I go to a church called Bread of Life....i am a leader in the youth group there....now when i first started to go there everything was great....i met new people and i made new friends.....now these friends are the ones i used to spend all of my time with...till one thing led to another and everything went down hill from there...i dunno the last time i can remember we all went out to eat after youth on wendesday as a group...see my old youth pastor the one before the one that is there now said that one day i will become a preacher...but then i saw myself and said no not a preacher but a speaker....see i help out alot of people everyday....with relationships and stuff and the never seems to get old...see when you make a differenece in someones life it is the best feeling in the world....you should try it someday....anyways i can remember when we all went out as a group without hate and regrets....everyone was happy with one another...then once we started going there for a while people started dating...and for a while it was good...but it just went down hill...the old youth pastor left and it started....the one that it there now its a great person and a great preacher don't get me wrong...he is also great at giving advice...but there are alot of weaknesses that no one else sees in him besides the leaders there...he lack social skills...he does not know what to do beyond preaching....you need that to interact with the youth....he only sees things the way he wants to see it...he has a good bit of connections so when he feels the need to replace you or something he will...he does not look at the points and views of other people....now it is getting worse...everyone is split into seperate groups and i hate it...i loved it when everyone was together....i had fun....now it is like i am going there to watch the kids and what not....everyone talks about everyone behind thier backs.....but i am not going to let all of this faze me....by now everyone would have given up...but i am not going to...i am going to get everyone back together i dunno how but i have to i love them all too much...thats my descion....some people make stupid descions....like drugs or guns or gangs...stuff like that...those are stupid but not common...i am talking about everyday descions....like have you ever been sitting in class and find yourself falling asleep?..of course everyone has...then you get mad when you fail a test...guys have you ever been in class and notice that a hot girl is in class wearing a skit you can look up and you do???....see thats stupid...all guys are...we judge on whats the outside and not the inside....so do the girls...everyone also judges on popularity...we would not have such a chaotic world if we didn't judes...but judesing is what makes this would go round......i have this friend that is in a wheelchair..he also goes to the same school...he also lives next door to me...he has taught me alot of things without actually teaching me...i can sit back and look at all the good times we had...i have felt obligated to take care of him...but he has always taken care of me...he has taught me no matter what your condition is you can overcome it...struggles are no contest when it comes to who you love....you can always have fun by making other people laugh...strength lies within...to be wise is not how smart you are, its to know when you ask for adivce....you don't need to express anything if you truly know the person...everything happens for a reason and there is fate in dedication....you can't have everything so have fun with what you have....judgement only lies with the character within...you can never experience loss, because to experience loss is loving someone more than youself...thats what he has taught me over the years....he has given me more joy and graditude than any other person i know...please don't judge, it will only lead to destruction...
BRAD
BRAD