Remembering...

[whodidthatpixie]

A bit of a fore-warning, I'm going to be long-winded, and I don't expect or need anyone to read this, but I can't stop thinking about it, so I think it's best that I just write it down, and I suppose this is as good a place as any. I'm back, after a pretty incredible week. In a lot of ways it was excessively dramatic, but the beautiful aspects

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[god_im_tired]

dear nia, you are amazing and i love you, i cannot put adequately into words what i felt in reading this, but i have had a lot of issues with self discovery, introspection, and just figuring out who i am and why i do what i do and feel what i feel and think what i think, i've gone through pretty much all of it alone without any guidance, im at a point now where im happy wiht the progress ive made but still recognize the incredible amount there is left to do. i had a really good 4 or 5 hour discussion about this exact same topic, as well as religion, politics, passion, and everything, and it is so true that it feels so good to be able to talk about stuff like this for a long time, to get out your feelings and explore your beliefs, it's really impossible to relate this kind of experience to anyone in words, especially written, but you've done a marvelous job, i will be the first to admit that i really dont know what has happened in your life to cause you these struggles, and that i don't know what you've gone through, but i hope that as our friendship continues to grow and develop (as i pray it will) i will be able to learn more about you nd understand you better, although, if you are this wonderful from how much i already know you, i dont see where you have any room for improvement, but im sure you'll figure it out somehow. love you and miss you bunches, we should get together sometime this or net week, i.e. before school starts, and at least see a movie or something, that would make me really happy, just seeing you in general would make me really happy, <3 hopefully i can talk to you soon, bye