"I'm a lost Soul, I'm a traveling man"

[whobear]

I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do
I know I should be happy, but I'm not
I know I shouldn't be afraid, but I am
I know I shouldn't let these thoughts tear me apart, but they do

Never have I felt so lost, so unsure
Never have I been so scared
I don't know what to do,
I could go with the flow and be carried away
or I could break the bridge and find another way
either just might be the death of me

I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do
I know I should be happy, but I'm not
I know I shouldn't be afraid, but I am
I know I shouldn't let these thoughts tear me apart, but they do

My minds a dark forest
and I've reached the darkest stretch yet
The Only Light in my Life is gone
and I've been left, again, all alone
I don't want to cry tonight,
for too many weeks now I've thought I just might

I know I shouldn't be afraid, but I am, OH God I Am
I know I should be happy, but I'm not
I know I shouldn't feel this way, this wretched way, BUT OH GOD I DO