I don't feel so alone
I've always had a problem with speaking my emotions, or not being able to. I meant it when I said you were the best thing that's ever happened to me. I meant it around march when I told you I'd support anychoice you made, but that I hoped you wouldn't mind if I wanted to stay with you, close to you. And it made me feel so great when you got excited and said you would very much like that. I loved having you so close. You were right though, I did begin to feel left out and left behind, but the way you always make me feel casts those feelings down. Your still the best thing that's ever happened to me, and whehter I've actually told you or just written it so many times to make me think I have, you make me feel at home, wherever we are, when nothing else has made me feel that way since leaving for santa fe after highschool.
I am scared. I am scared of the things to come. The inevitable changes to come, but such is life. I was very glad to hear you were scared too, I don't feel so alone about it anymore. It was such a comfort to hear that I mean so much to you as you do to me after mentally rotting thoughts of being left behind. Your words crushed those horrible thoughts just as they needed to be crushed.
In short, you mean the world to me, and I don't ever want you out of my life.
One day I'll break down and cry, and a few words will slip off my tongue. I know I'll cry, I've never been able to picture myself saying those words to you with a dry eye.
I feel kinda rotten about not being able to speak these words outright, its really hard for me for some reason. For this I'm sorry.
Good Luck to you these next few days. We'll talk before then.
And yeah, I am very happy for you, please don't feel I might be annoyed or what-have-you.
May The Force Be With You
-Who
I am scared. I am scared of the things to come. The inevitable changes to come, but such is life. I was very glad to hear you were scared too, I don't feel so alone about it anymore. It was such a comfort to hear that I mean so much to you as you do to me after mentally rotting thoughts of being left behind. Your words crushed those horrible thoughts just as they needed to be crushed.
In short, you mean the world to me, and I don't ever want you out of my life.
One day I'll break down and cry, and a few words will slip off my tongue. I know I'll cry, I've never been able to picture myself saying those words to you with a dry eye.
I feel kinda rotten about not being able to speak these words outright, its really hard for me for some reason. For this I'm sorry.
Good Luck to you these next few days. We'll talk before then.
And yeah, I am very happy for you, please don't feel I might be annoyed or what-have-you.
May The Force Be With You
-Who