so tired and frustrated with life

[who2choose]

since the beginning of january i havent had a day off. on my days off from work, i intern at the sheriff's office. i work or intern every day i have school. if i even go to school anymore. cuz i just want some time to myself that i dont spend sleeping. and i hate the fact that i dont have any time for kane anymore. mom keeps telling me how

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[screweduptown]

I agree 110% with Bri. Every word. And just so you know...I totally understand that Saturday night is yours and Justin's night. I have no problem with that. I don't want you to think I'm pulling you, like you said, while others pull you too. See...I have two whole days of "me time", so I understand if you just want to hang with Justin or be alone. Thats really okay with me. And besides, summers coming up, and if you say here...we will have plenty of time to hang out. So please don't you worry about that. As of the whole work thing...Im sorry that I dont talk to you when your mad, but like bri said, I just dont want to piss you off even more, ya know? Kinda like when someone cries and you dont know what to say...same with someone being pissed off. Im afraid the smallest comment will do it. Iv always been like that, so dont think its just you. One more thing....you could never, ever be like Wigs. Trust me...like you have said to me, I say it to you now. NEVER! <3! I really wish I could help you out and take some of that wight off your shoulders. But now, hopefully, you can focus on other things, and not trying to please Bri and me. We totally understand all together. I love you with all my heart, and then only thing I wish to see is you happy!

P.S. Sorry, Im a little late on this comment...havent check LJ in a few days! <3!

LOVE YA!