so tired and frustrated with life
since the beginning of january i havent had a day off. on my days off from work, i intern at the sheriff's office. i work or intern every day i have school. if i even go to school anymore. cuz i just want some time to myself that i dont spend sleeping. and i hate the fact that i dont have any time for kane anymore. mom keeps telling me how
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as for kane....not trying to be harsh....but he is 21..he is an adult.....and im sure he understands that you are really busy..he wont hold it against you.
and im sure tack doesnt really care about saturday nights because it is the ONLY night that you and justin have for the most part....and you are nothing and never will be anything like wigs.
at work...when you are in a bad mood i just dont know what to say...cuz i dont know if im gonna piss you off....so i just dont say anything...but now that i know you would rather us talk to you i will...you used to say when you were angry you wanted to be left alone so thats why i dont say anything.
and you dont have to try to be in a good mood for me....
and even though you say it is the only good paying job....if you have to force yourself to be happy somewhere when you are just not....its just not worth the stress....ya know? if you dont like it there look at other options....if you have to wait for your internship to end then wait...but if your not happy at your job..just start looking for another one...
and dont think that i am wanting you to quit.....i just want you to be happy and if that would help you be happy ...then i got your back...
and if its not taco bell thats bothering you....i got your back no matter what decision you make. and i know tack feels the same.
and dont feel guilty for decisions you make....its noones place to tell you what to do...and who cares what they think....
if you want to go hang out at andy's with your boyfriend...do it...me and tack wont care.
if you want to have "me time" then do it...dont be afraid to say "guys i dont want to hang out this weekend" trust me i understand "me time". and since you are that busy just do it....i cant believe i am about to repeat something ken said but
he told me that when i was in school i dont handle my time very well....and he was right....i was always afraid to tell you guys i didnt want to hang out...so i would always hang out...and thats why i was so tired all the time. but now im trying to get over that fear....of course im always closing so i havent had to deal with that yet...but ya know...you just got to do what YOU NEED TO DO!
You come first not friends, or the boyfriend, or family.....you need to make sure you are ok!
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