i cant believe it didnt bother me!
well tonight, guess who showed their face at the bell? Cami. i saw her come in and we locked eyes for a second. i looked away and then i looked back to make sure it was her cuz when i first saw her, rage didnt shoot through me so i had to make sure it was her. so i looked again and i felt absolutely nothing. i really dont give a shit anymore. it still hurts what justin did to me but its over and he's royally pissed me off recently. but i just didnt react at all. i was so proud of myself. that means im really moving on! yay go me!