slow down you crazy child, take the phone off the hook. disappear for a while.
i havent updated in a while
and there's really not much to say
lately i've realized that i'm becomming friends with people that i never thought i would.
and also that i'm losing people that i never thought i would.
they're really proving to me that they're always too busy to listen. to hang out. to care basically... to be a friend.
and it makes me sick, but there's nothing i can do about it.
i don't really know what else to say.
i'm not in a great mood at all.
i don't feel well.
it feels like my ovaries are scraping their way through my skin with tiny little ovary claws.
but none of you know about that because none of you even cared to call and ask WHY i collapsed and WHY i was even in the hospital. even my BEST friends didn't show one spec of concern.
so that's cool.
i just feel really let down and left out. i'm fed up with it.
basically, if you want to be my friend. you can make an attempt to. if not, i'm sorry but i'm done trying so hard.
and there's really not much to say
lately i've realized that i'm becomming friends with people that i never thought i would.
and also that i'm losing people that i never thought i would.
they're really proving to me that they're always too busy to listen. to hang out. to care basically... to be a friend.
and it makes me sick, but there's nothing i can do about it.
i don't really know what else to say.
i'm not in a great mood at all.
i don't feel well.
it feels like my ovaries are scraping their way through my skin with tiny little ovary claws.
but none of you know about that because none of you even cared to call and ask WHY i collapsed and WHY i was even in the hospital. even my BEST friends didn't show one spec of concern.
so that's cool.
i just feel really let down and left out. i'm fed up with it.
basically, if you want to be my friend. you can make an attempt to. if not, i'm sorry but i'm done trying so hard.