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okey so fuck that last entry
my life sucks so bad.
i dont even want to get into it , but basically
i just got pulled over AGAIN
and here's the officer's reason why
" because i went through a yellow light going 35"
weird that the speed limit is 35?
and then she said she ran my plates and my car failed inspection
so i thought ' awsnap, i have the papers for that'
basically, if you have the papers saying why you failed and how long you have to make it up and stuff, you can get out of the ticket or whatever.
so there's two things that i didnt do wrong, and yet somehow i end up with a 42$ ticket
i owe my dad 100 for my other ticket
i owe my mom 15 for tanning
my sister gave me 10 for gas.
i owe 50 for my cell bill
OH AND GUESS WHAT, im going on vacation in two weeks.
look at all the money that i dont have.
how am i supposed to pay this stuff off making like 70 bucks a week?
seriously
my next paycheck is gonna be like fucking 100. because i was in florida for a week.
fuckkk.
i dont want to go to kansas either. especially not for as long as im gonna be gone. my sister said we'd leave on friday and come back monday morning. LIAR. we're leaving fucking thursday morning and coming back like wednesday night? SERIOUSLY there goes my spring break. that fucking bitch tells my grandparents that im gonna go and see them without even ASKING me about it. books me a fucking ticket and then lies to me about how long we're gonna be there for. seriously, i dont want to be in kansas for SIX DAYS.
its gonna be so dreadful and boring.
FUCK
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
I HATE MY FRIENDS BECAUSE THEYRE ALL TOO BUSY FOR ME. ALL THEY CARE ABOUT IS THEIR FUCKING BOYFRIENDS AND IM SICK OF IT. FUCK ALL OF YOU.
AND TO THE TWO OF YOU THAT LIKE TO BETRAY ME LIKE ITS NO ONES BUSINESS, DONT THINK I DONT HEAR WHAT YOU GUYS ARE UP TO . DONT THINK I DONT KNOW. im not fucking stupid.
i hate my parents for getting divorced
and i hate my sister for lying to me.
i hate that im graduating school soon
and i hate that im always broke
i hate that my grandmas dead and she's not there for me to talk to.
i hate that she was my best friend and i can never get her back
i hate that im never good enough for anyone.
i hate that im either too fat or not pretty enough.
theres a lot of things about a lot of people including myself that i hate, but i keep them inside, because unlike pretty much all of my friends, i consider other peoples feelings before i say / do shit.
SORRY THAT I'M NICE.
damn, this is really long, but it felt good to let that all out. i dont know if any of it makes sense... it does to me.... get over it.
my life sucks so bad.
i dont even want to get into it , but basically
i just got pulled over AGAIN
and here's the officer's reason why
" because i went through a yellow light going 35"
weird that the speed limit is 35?
and then she said she ran my plates and my car failed inspection
so i thought ' awsnap, i have the papers for that'
basically, if you have the papers saying why you failed and how long you have to make it up and stuff, you can get out of the ticket or whatever.
so there's two things that i didnt do wrong, and yet somehow i end up with a 42$ ticket
i owe my dad 100 for my other ticket
i owe my mom 15 for tanning
my sister gave me 10 for gas.
i owe 50 for my cell bill
OH AND GUESS WHAT, im going on vacation in two weeks.
look at all the money that i dont have.
how am i supposed to pay this stuff off making like 70 bucks a week?
seriously
my next paycheck is gonna be like fucking 100. because i was in florida for a week.
fuckkk.
i dont want to go to kansas either. especially not for as long as im gonna be gone. my sister said we'd leave on friday and come back monday morning. LIAR. we're leaving fucking thursday morning and coming back like wednesday night? SERIOUSLY there goes my spring break. that fucking bitch tells my grandparents that im gonna go and see them without even ASKING me about it. books me a fucking ticket and then lies to me about how long we're gonna be there for. seriously, i dont want to be in kansas for SIX DAYS.
its gonna be so dreadful and boring.
FUCK
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
I HATE MY FRIENDS BECAUSE THEYRE ALL TOO BUSY FOR ME. ALL THEY CARE ABOUT IS THEIR FUCKING BOYFRIENDS AND IM SICK OF IT. FUCK ALL OF YOU.
AND TO THE TWO OF YOU THAT LIKE TO BETRAY ME LIKE ITS NO ONES BUSINESS, DONT THINK I DONT HEAR WHAT YOU GUYS ARE UP TO . DONT THINK I DONT KNOW. im not fucking stupid.
i hate my parents for getting divorced
and i hate my sister for lying to me.
i hate that im graduating school soon
and i hate that im always broke
i hate that my grandmas dead and she's not there for me to talk to.
i hate that she was my best friend and i can never get her back
i hate that im never good enough for anyone.
i hate that im either too fat or not pretty enough.
theres a lot of things about a lot of people including myself that i hate, but i keep them inside, because unlike pretty much all of my friends, i consider other peoples feelings before i say / do shit.
SORRY THAT I'M NICE.
damn, this is really long, but it felt good to let that all out. i dont know if any of it makes sense... it does to me.... get over it.