Post Valentines.
It's kind of pathetic, but for the first time in years, I've gotten through Valentines without a partner and without the wanting for a partner. LOL. Actually. A lot of new things for me this year. I honestly feel, for the first time in a VERY long while, that I'll be fine on my own. I don't really know what's brought that on but...
I'd ended up spending last night with some friends and Sweeney Todd :P We kind of just decided to have dinner and then other friends suddenly decided to join us so... instant party!
Anyway, been a really hectic week again and somehow through all that, I'd been thinking... again. :P I think I'm getting to caught up in my new world. Not that its so bad, its just that things like this in the past have had a tendency to just drop me abruptly in mid air, causing a bit of a mess.
If I think about it hard enough, the real reason why I'm so 'content' with my life is because I'm just so afraid of going out and trying new things. For good reason though; it's always let me down before. My dilemma now is choosing between going through in living out these new things coming my way or sit comfortably where I'm familiar. I'm chickenshit that way.
I've actually more issues to talk about. But must do house chores now, lest I end up living in a dirty cave. Will make another post later!
I'd ended up spending last night with some friends and Sweeney Todd :P We kind of just decided to have dinner and then other friends suddenly decided to join us so... instant party!
Anyway, been a really hectic week again and somehow through all that, I'd been thinking... again. :P I think I'm getting to caught up in my new world. Not that its so bad, its just that things like this in the past have had a tendency to just drop me abruptly in mid air, causing a bit of a mess.
If I think about it hard enough, the real reason why I'm so 'content' with my life is because I'm just so afraid of going out and trying new things. For good reason though; it's always let me down before. My dilemma now is choosing between going through in living out these new things coming my way or sit comfortably where I'm familiar. I'm chickenshit that way.
I've actually more issues to talk about. But must do house chores now, lest I end up living in a dirty cave. Will make another post later!