Everywhere you go they stop and stare 'cause you're always puttin' on a show
Still grounded, but not really. I just can't go out on the weekends even though I did last night and probably will tomorrow pshh.
this week went by really fast, probably because of the drama. and my classes go by faster since ive been studying to get my grades uppppp. almost all Cs now! hee! 0:)
so last night my parents let me go out finally at the last minute. i gave derek a ride there, hes a cool kid. so we get to the party while walking into the lost tourists playing, and then bfb played soon after. and well to conclude everything in one phrase: it was not a party. james wasn't there and he would have made everything better i miss him so much i haven't seen him out of school alone except for monday but that doesn't really count :( ughhhh. well, ally laura and i drove to a convenient store, haha laura wanted sparkling cider but they were out, and i got 2 redbulls. i love laura carrier! and i think i like ally more each time i see her shes really cool. but yesterday morning was the first time i had a redbull, and they are amazing and had them throughout the day. then later emily was the lead singer to mike kearney's guitar playing and lauras awesome drum skills w/o a snare being there woooo! :*
i really want to go out tonight, but i don't know if i can. herm.
and god i have to say this- what a selfish hoe that missing bride was to say that she was abducted and kidnapped, all because to avoid her wedding! you can serve time for making false reports what a dumb bitch, and it wasnt one of those spur-of-the-moment things. she bought the bus ticket ahead of time and thought about it and everything!! okay bye.
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this week went by really fast, probably because of the drama. and my classes go by faster since ive been studying to get my grades uppppp. almost all Cs now! hee! 0:)
so last night my parents let me go out finally at the last minute. i gave derek a ride there, hes a cool kid. so we get to the party while walking into the lost tourists playing, and then bfb played soon after. and well to conclude everything in one phrase: it was not a party. james wasn't there and he would have made everything better i miss him so much i haven't seen him out of school alone except for monday but that doesn't really count :( ughhhh. well, ally laura and i drove to a convenient store, haha laura wanted sparkling cider but they were out, and i got 2 redbulls. i love laura carrier! and i think i like ally more each time i see her shes really cool. but yesterday morning was the first time i had a redbull, and they are amazing and had them throughout the day. then later emily was the lead singer to mike kearney's guitar playing and lauras awesome drum skills w/o a snare being there woooo! :*
i really want to go out tonight, but i don't know if i can. herm.
and god i have to say this- what a selfish hoe that missing bride was to say that she was abducted and kidnapped, all because to avoid her wedding! you can serve time for making false reports what a dumb bitch, and it wasnt one of those spur-of-the-moment things. she bought the bus ticket ahead of time and thought about it and everything!! okay bye.
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