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Apparently my mom's boyfriend is the fucking authority on how your supposed to get a job because he worked at a place with a bunch of fuckin junkies and tweakers and THEY went out every day to find a fucking job so they could continue living at a state-owned house. I'm taking this as the nudge nudge if you don't fucking go out every day and get a job within a week we're kicking you out. Your not fucking trying hard enough. Well, I'm just not fucking motivated enough. How could you have motivation to serve people food when they should fucking do it themselves? How could I be motivated to make money in this way as opposed to a way of dealing with people where I can cuss them out and drink on the job? This is such a stupid whining griping bitchy teenager lj, but I really don't care enough about getting a job to wake up at 7 am every morning and freeze my ass off doing nothing untill 4, when the actual scouting takes about 3 hours, after my neurotic ass stays awake with darting eyes untill 4 am. I'd rather her fucking kick me out and make my decision for me. A bus ticked to austin is 59 bucks. I have a little over 100.