Sep 12, 2003 14:55
oy..headache marathon continues..to be ended- at further notice..STAY TUNED cus its a riot..only its in my head and NOT SO FUN...
i should mention i think that maglinant tumor i may or MAY not is back with a venegance....every fucking day for the last week i have gotten a blinding headache in math class (7th period) and it ran alllllll the way thru english(8th) and right into a light blinding, vision blurring motherfucker by the time i get home..i get really bad double vision, and i cant see straight, and i get soo dizzy in like a INSTANT that it feels like a ton of bricks just hit me and im gonna pass out..
it got soo bad today i fought back tears in my english class..im gonna go back and crawl under the blanket and turn the volume wayyyyy wayyyyyyy down and hope the world stopes moving..for just ten minutes..
EDIT: mhmm got home from the movies with amy and erin..i saw alot of things to day that made me get sad for about a minute..i can help but think about HOW stuck in a time warp i seem to be..im like 2 days behind and a month too late..its weird.. nothing seems real..maybe im just suffiencently losing my mind....today was a pretty sweet day..