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do you know that feeling? that feeling of being totally disgusted with yourself, while also feeling totally self-satisfied? that feeling you get when a man with his tongue hanging out of his mouth tells you that you are "looking good today" and you pretend to feel ashamed, but really you are flattered? when you get up on your high horse to say that women shouldn't be treated like objects, that TV shows on HBO and ABC and CBS send a message that women are either girlfriends or murderers; but you go out and girlfriend and murder everyday? it's normal to be like this. it's normal to eat your own shit. it's normal to blame others for everything that you can in order to make yourself feel better. that's what humans have done since the beginning of time. and what else is there to do? taking credit for what you've done makes you weak, makes you stink that rancid smell of honesty. and honestly, who cares? you're not impressing anyone by being a martyr. god gave up on all of us long ago, and has since been focusing on squirrels and honey bees. it doesn't matter what you do or say as long as you do or say it at the expense of someone else. and that is really the meaning of life.